Sue81

Work kicked off yesterday. The budget was due to have been finished by Wednesday next week and late yesterday we find out that they want it finished for Monday. I was not in the best of moods last night but 45 minutes of wii boxing soon sorted that.  I like to pretend the opponents are people from work, well it beats actually hitting them.

I had to get into work early this morning and I struggle to get out of bad at my usual time let alone early, so this morning I only had time for either a shower or breakfast, a quick assessment of the situation meant it had to be the shower, so no breakfast.

When I get into work I find out that actually the budget needs to be finished for 4:00pm this afternoon, great!
With everything that was going on I missed the sandwich vans turning up and didn’t have time to go out for anything else, so lunch today was two packets of crisps, an inch square of shortbread and a mini cookie. That was the best that a vending machine and someone’s leaving cakes could offer and was eaten mainly to stop me passing out. I was a complete b*tch all day. I get cranky when I’m hungry. I finally left work at 7:00pm with the laptop in tow with more work to do over the weekend.

Friday is my food shop night and I had no food in the house, so I went as usual. Not a great idea. I was hungry and not feeling good at all. That is never a good mix. I was doing ok until I got to the reduced section. I always take a quick look in case I can pickup something I don’t usually have. To cut a long story short I bought food I shouldn’t have and when I got home I ate them, including two chocolate croissants.

I knew what I was doing and I still did it. My brain wasn’t in charge tonight.

Well after my eating session I paid a quick trip to the bathroom and of cause, guess what it is TOM. My cycle is all over the place ocassionally every other week and sometimes clearing off for a few months and scaring me half to death, so  I often realise I kinda had an excuse for not behaving my best after the fact.

I’m due to weigh in tomorrow and I doubt it will be a loss, but I may get a pleasant surprise. Either way back onto it tomorrow morning.

Thanks for all the advice about my issue in my last post. I managed to track down the local equivalent today (over here we appear to have deflatine, windeze or if like me you’re a cheapo, shops own trapped wind relief), I’ll try it out and see if it helps.