Sue81

Well I’ve weighed in this morning and it’s a 2lb loss, which I have to admit was slightly unexpected. I’m an emotional eater and stress more than anything make me eat. I have tried to curb the worse excesses this week but my eating was not what it should have been. Once I sort my head out I can get back on with sorting my body out.

I’m calmer today. I had got myself very worked up before my last post. I still have to make a decision but it must be a positive one. I need to decide whether or not to take the new job based on the job and the opportunities it offers. If I decide not too I need to decide whether I want to stay here. I always have the option of not taking the new job but looking for another different type of one.
If I remain where I am it has to be a decision to stay rather than just a decision not to go, if that makes any sense. If I don’t make a choice I’m happy with then I won’t be able to give my best to my work.

I think when I used the word can’t in the last post it was too strong. I know if I want to do it I can. I went away to uni and was ok. I moved down here and I was ok. Initially (and alright quite a lot of the way through) it wasn’t the most pleasant experience but I can get through it. The question is do I want a job where I have to face up to this everyday.

Well this weekend is devoted to making decisions (and playing Mario Kart when I have been thinking too hard). I know whatever decision I make I will feel better once it is made. I’m not good when I don’t know what is happening. I’ll let you guys know when I have made my choice.